Life of a confused girl.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Drop Out

About year ago I dropped out of Longwood University because I just did not like it there and really didn't know what I wanted to major in. Then I thought that was a great idea and now I still feel like it was a good idea. I have learned stuff about me I never think I would have learned if I stayed at Longwood. Now I am not upset about dropping out but it is just sad and confusing seeing and hearing all my friends talking about them graduating this year and what they are going to do next year. How they are moving to the next step in their lives and I am just stuck here getting my associates degree and then going back to college. I just feel so left out because if I stayed on the track of Longwood I would be graduating in May and getting a job and becoming independent. I just wish I didn't feel jealous about them. But I am happy that I know more about my self that I never knew and also I know I do want to work with children when I grow up. I just need to firgure out what field I want to work in.